I used to knit?

I need motivation. I haven't seriously knit anything in months. I started another test knit for a hat pattern I created, but I really don't want to finish it. I have project requests up the wazoo (some even offered to pay!) but I just can't get my butt into gear. Like, I still LOVE knitting but for some reason, I can't get myself to pick up a pair of needles. My husband (who would complain about how much time I spend knitting) even said, "Maybe you should knit something." I just need to find SOMETHING to get me going again. The problem is, what? New yarn? New needles? New patterns? HELP!!!

But I don't wanna...

So this blanket I've been working on for my cousin-in-law has me actually afraid of it. I picked up and completed a hat and am in the process of test knitting a new hat pattern I created, but I can't get myself to knit any more rows of this blanket (currently only 25% done). Oh how I wish I could tell her that I can't do the blanket... but I've already put so much effort into it.  I guess I'm gonna have to commit to knitting one row a day until it is finished. Hopefully at the end I will be happy for following through and completing it, because right now I just want to throw it away and pretend it never happened.  Wish me luck!

I Knit Because I'm Old

I logged into Ravelry a few weeks ago, and realized that I had been knitting for exactly one year. I decided to write about it, and I asked my brother for an idea for a topic name. He and his friend started listing some things that pretty much had to do with the stereotype that knitters are old grannies making afghans. It was actually perfect, because it gave me an even better topic.
I know most people take offense to stereotypes, but not me. I don't believe in letting stereotypes define who I am, so its easy for me to have fun with them. I joke that I can't dance because I'm white, and that I'm smart because I'm Asian. I think most people out there just are too quick to take offense in things. I know there are some negative stereotypes out there, but rather than sit there and get angry about it, why not prove people wrong? Even better, just don't care what people think of you in the first place (gotta thank hubby for that sort of thinking). The people who really matter wouldn't label you with a silly stereotype and take it seriously anyways.
All in all, if you take life too seriously, you'll never enjoy it! Anyways, here's to more years full of yarn and wonderfull knitted projects!

My love/hate relationship with intarsia

So a few months ago, one of my husbands cousins announced she was pregnant, and asked me to knit her a baby blanket. Of course, I said yes. She then told me she didn't want any ordinary blanket, she wanted something worthy of hanging on the wall above the baby's crib. Apprehensively, I told her I was up to the challenge. A few weeks later, we agreed on a geometric pattern my husband and I designed. I decided to use it on the Big Bad Baby Blanket by Lisa Shobahna Mason, a pattern I came across in my first and only knitting book (yes I am planning on expanding my library in the near future). It is a simple blanket so it would  be easy to throw some intarsia in there, right?  When it came time to actually sit down and knit the dang thing, I thought to myself, what in the WORLD did I get myself into???

Getting my gauge, which I highly recommend, was really easy. Creating my intarsia graph, on the other hand, wasn't. After about four frustrating hours of trying to do it myself, I turned to the internet, and found the beautiful chart generator that is knitPro. Instant  headache relief! Today, I actually was able to start the intarsia part of this project...

I absolutely LURVE me some intarsia, post knitting. Getting it to that point, however, is not exactly my idea of a good time. Especially on a project of this size. I spent quite a bit of time separating yarn onto bobbins for each little section of color. I still ended up having to detangle everything at the end of each row. I suspect part of the reason I appreciate the end result so much is because of the hard work I put into it. There's just something about putting hard work into something and have it turn out beautiful. Like having a baby. That would explain why I feel a little separation anxiety whenever I send off a project I spent a lot of time and effort on.

It makes me a bit sad knowing that the recipients may appreciate the gift, but never fully understand it unless they are yarn crafters themselves. It feels good knowing that there are random strangers out there who can look at a picture of my FO, and instantly understand what I went through to get there. The internet is a wonderful place.

Needle Depression

Last week I picked up a new project Coachella, I was pretty excited because it looked pretty cute and the pattern was fairly easy. Four days later, I completed it and tried it on. To my disappointment, it was too short, something that could easily be remedied had it not also been extremely wide. I talking about gaining about 20 lbs and 2 or 3 cup sizes to fit into this. I may be over exaggerating, but it was really big. So, I decided to frog it and start all over. Enter my dilemma. The pattern calls for two different sized needles. I finished using the larger set, but to restart it, I needed the smaller set. Not a problem except... where the heck did I put that smaller set??????? If only I hadn't been sick this past week maybe my mind would be clearer and I could actually remember what I did with them! I have torn up my house searching for them, all in vain. So I am left here in my sad little bubble complaining about it on my blog, because, at this moment, that is all I can do.

If I were to read a blog post like this a year ago, I would have thought the writer was nuts. What's the big deal with knitting (or crochet) needles? They are replaceable right?

Okay, YES, I can go to the store and buy a new set, but I am very particular with the type of needles I use. I despise plastic or aluminum needles, while they are extremely cheap to buy, they hurt my hands too much and I don't like the way my yarn feels on them. My preference is bamboo, since its cheap compared to other materials that can be found in nature. While Michael's carries bamboo needles, its selection is small. I often find myself driving a good thirty minutes away to a yarn store that carries an abundance of needles.

On top of that, my hobby is something that I really enjoy, so my tools are very important to me. Imagine if you are a big video game player and you lost a controller? Or if you loved to bake and you lost your favorite cookie sheet that always bakes your cookies to perfection?

I have tried using the yarn to make other things with other needles, but I am just not into it. In my head, that yarn already had something it was supposed to become, so for it to be used for anything else just doesn't sit right with me. I guess my only choice is to ditch my daughter at dance (don't worry, she won't miss me) and head out to buy a new set. Maybe I'll even get yarn. That might make me happy.

My Mini-Me

My daughter saw my last project and automatically said, "aww I want one." I told her I would do it because  it really wouldn't take as much time to make. It also gave me a chance to use up some of my stash yarn I've been desperately trying to get rid of (so far it was almost made into a hat, a sock, a bag, and an amigurumi monster thing... all projects were frogged halfway through). I might let her wear it to school if I can find a cute shirt to layer underneath

Oh, Lelah My Lelah

I have been looking forward to knitting Lelah  for awhile. I didn't pick it up as soon as I wanted because I had other projects for other people to make. When I DID have time, I didn't have the funds, as good yarn can get a little pricey. So, for our anniversary, my husband took me yarn shopping so I could finally start. I was so excited. I cast on Friday night. My anxiety to get it done increased by the day, so I spent longer and longer amounts of time each day knitting it. I finished late last night, making this complete in FOUR days (I originally calculated to be done within two weeks).Wow do my hands hurt. but it was worth it. I'm pretty pleased with how it turned out. It's a little long and loose, but I can deal with it, hopefully some blocking will help. It's great to be able to actually keep something I've worked so hard on! Of course I want you to see how it looks!

Now on to my next project... baby blanket for my friends soon to be nephew